a lazy sunday...

Well, it's a Sunday... a day that I allow to slip away not accomplishing much of anything.  I will admit that it's 11:28 and I still have my sweats on.  This Sunday, I don't have much to talk about-  But thought I should free write for a couple minutes because I missed yesterday.

June-baby killed another bird yesterday, this time a full-sized black bird.  I noticed that the black birds are moving their nest from the tree outside of our front window.  Probably a good idea.  My grandma and Roger came to visit and watched kami while I videotaped a dance recital (exciting let me tell you!)  It was nice to see them although I was stressed before their arrival,

 cleaning up the house.  While I was at the recital, Grandma noticed some bills on my fridge due at the end of next week.  She wrote me a check for their amount and left it on the counter.  It's not until you are really broke that you can appreciate such gestures fully.  She is a really sweet lady, and love me very much, even if I am the black sheep of the family.

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Marcus just left to go get some stereo equipment from his old car & Kami is napping, so I'm just enjoying the quiet house.  It's not until you have children that you can truly enjoy silence.  I love a quiet house.  Probably one of the greatest feelings.  The only thing that can top it is the sound of everyone coming home or waking up from a nap.  It is a wonderful feeling to know that the ones you love are coming back home to you.

I will blog at a later date about my irrational fears, one of them is the fear of loved ones never coming back.  I am not at all afraid of my own demise, but I have been terrified, somewhat irrationally so about people I love dying.  I dream about them dying at least 2 times a week and occasionally awake covered in tears.  But more on that later, that is something that I can go on and on about...

Well mostly I just wanted to write a little, but I don't have much that I am burning to talk or write about so I will just call it a day for blogging.  

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OH- check out the new design of karaknisley.com  It loads a little slow, and if you have been to my old site you will have to refresh or empty your browser's cache to see it correctly.  This is a rough draft that i wanted to get out there so that my old site wasn't online anymore (it was very very ugly).  There will be more changes coming as I have free time and feel inspired.  ideas?  comment here & let me know!  

 

until next time- - kgk